So you wanna know about coke then ? , here's the fukin lowdown , this shit is your best friend and you worst enemy , your girlfriend and your bitch, your life, and probably your death , hardcore shit in an unhardcore package !!! whatever the fuck that means , went out tonight picked up , got high , still high ... , like being high , met Eve , nice girl , could never be mine , although who could , or would babe ... Coke puts a veneer around your life , let's you run away , let's you play ... , rarely lets you stay , only if you have the cash ...... and It goes damn quick on this shit I can tell ya
Yeah, we love to hate ya , little miss .
Had a good day in the studio tho , sorta makes it all better .. all better ... Happy Happy Joy joy !!
Stopped by P's this afternoon. She can be one hell of a sexy girl when she want's to be , and she was . We went on a journey to see the man that can , and he did ! ... we returned to her flat and got blunted , still recovering , actually thinking about it i'm pretty fukin fucked .. Get it together kid, better open a beer !! .
Back in the studio tomorrow , just for a day though . I fuckin love my work !! , I mean how many people can roll out of bed at anytime, and go to work in a job that they fuckin love .. Cool fuckin bananas , Top sniff .
I would love to discuss my work but that could lead you to me, and that's just not going to happen.. Although it could be fun !!!!! , I might start leaving clues ?? yeah why the fuck not , a game such fuckin fun ...
Clue No. 1..... I live in London ..
Bit obvious that one, but hey , can't have it all ( yet )
Guess the fukin beer's workin .. Skin up all
What the fuck !!!
Roll on the weekend , I need some R&R
Goodnight P , missing that moonshot silky skin already babe .
Goodnight China girl across the hall.....
Goodnight beautiful English Rose Pirate girl , whoever the fuck you were
So that was fuckin funny , I get's a knock on the door at 11 am , i'm still asleep and having a lovely dream about being a pirate, just met my dream pirate girl etc. etc. etc . It's from the Chinese girl who's just moved in acrosss the hall , " canna you helpa me set up my internet connection hi !!! , " er yeah no problem " , no problem ! , one big problem !! her laptops in fucking Chinese hi fuckin yah !!!! , I'm mean I'm good at IT but we all have our limitations mate .. so IQ 140 brain steps in and joy upon fucking joy I actually manage the task .. Chinese girl , online , all good . Jesus sometimes I never cease to amaze myself . What the fuck !!!! , Back to bed to dream about beautiful English Rose Pirate girl once more , Hi kerplunk !!!
Today is recovery day always three day's off two days on ( so It seems ) , partied hard all over the Easter weekend then on Sunday chilled with a girlfriend C , drank wine snorted coke ... sort of fun really , she talked I listened , not a pleasent childhood by the sounds of it , poor thing , snorted more coke . We had danced all the previous night , just me and her and a pub full of pissheads , did'nt really give a fuck about who saw what was going on and neither did the pissheads ,fun night I think , C would be a great fuck , but I wouldn't go there !! too much past , and too good a friend I think... bumped into an old flatmate , one day kidda , you'll get yours ( bullying bastard ) but not today ,,, revenge is a dish best served cold I think , yeah man ! real fukin cold .