Blue skys for dinner .

Nobody ever comments on this fukin blog anymore , it's getting lonely over hear ya know ..

I know your all reading , I can see you in my little stat whore machine , so say fukin hello once in a while ya scabby varmots !!!!

Ok , self pitty moment over ... Roll on the guilty bit .

Sooo , I'm feeling a bit guilty today coz I haven't seen little Mistress for ages and I had to tell her last night that I'm working ( well engineering a band ) Sat night and I don't like her to be just standing around while I'm running about in a venue trying to set up bands etc . The weekend before that she was ill so I didn't see her then either and now she's upset and I feel completely rotten about it all .

Gawd I can be a fuckwit when I wanna be ..

What to do ..

She's coming to see me on Wednesday coz it's my Birthday but I know she wanted to see me this weekend ..

Soo , I'm feeling rotten !!

And so I fukin should .

I ain't touched any drugs for a week or so now , so that makes me feel a bit better but I know tomorrow night it's all gonna go pear shaped as all the lads are gonna be out in Brixton for this gig .

I should get some good pics of/from Brixton as It's always pretty colourful down there ..

Sooo , Tonight I'm off to run the club gain , joy of fukin joys .

London today has blue skys but it looks kinda freezing out there , guess I'll find out in a minute ..

Right I'm off for dinner coz I'm hungry person ..

Came second in the vote on the BoB awards ( I think ) but it's not all about the vote ( cos that would be a bit daft and you could just spend a day running around internet cafes voting for yourself ) , so I'll just have to wait and see ..

Fingers crossed ..

Bye