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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

O babe , what can I possibly say .....

Just had a call from my long time mate J ( girl ) , who's in Thailand for eight month's, but she's not in Thailand , she's back here , she's back here coz her mum's just passed away .. she's on the phone to me and I just don't know what to say to her , poor poor dear .. I feel for you so much .. I lost my parents four years ago and It damned near killed me .. It cost me my work , my sanity and my beautiful American girlfriend ( who I'm still deeply in love with ) .... ( I don't blame her I would have left myself !!! ) , I lost it for three fukin years , nonstop .... my god I was such an angry little boy .. I would'nt listen to anybody !!!! , still don't ...
So I think I'll go and spend the weekend with her .. She's gonna need somebody ...

Time's like these sorta put your own shit in perspective ..

Live now kids , cos when it's gone it's so fukin gone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

J Mate , you have such a long , long journey ahead of you ...

I'll try and be there tho !!!! , I truly , truly will mate ....

2 Comments:

Blogger stressqueen said...

It's so good of you to go and be with her. Having been through it means you are equipped to understand the head space she is in.

Strangely enough, my dad just died too. The only people I can stand to be around right now are my brother and a couple of friends who understand what it's like to lose a parent.

And you're right - what can you possible say? There is nothing anyone can say in a situation like this.

12:33 pm  
Blogger london cokehead said...

I'm sorry to hear that Stresspants , one good thing is that it makes you a much stronger person babe !!

3:25 am  

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